The pictures hardly do the moment justice, but I needed a tangible reminder of that moment with my God. I have a favorite song right now by The Afters called "Light Up the Sky" that sums up a lot of how I felt that night. God is always present in our lives and is constantly reminding us of this. We only have to open our eyes and look around to see the evidence!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
The pictures hardly do the moment justice, but I needed a tangible reminder of that moment with my God. I have a favorite song right now by The Afters called "Light Up the Sky" that sums up a lot of how I felt that night. God is always present in our lives and is constantly reminding us of this. We only have to open our eyes and look around to see the evidence!
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Do you ever have one of those moments where you are feeling stupid and sorry for yourself? I am having one of those nights. It's probably being brought on by the fact that my husband is out of town and for the first time, since the move, I am completely on my own to contemplate.
I really love living in Texas. My heart feels as big as the state every time I go outside and feel the wind in my face. That has probably been the one thing that has "saved" me since moving here. But here I sit, kids in bed, with nothing to do but wallow. I wish I had a close friend that I could call up to come over and sit on the couch with me. We could drink a cup of tea and she wouldn't care that I was feeling sorry for myself or that I looked like I was feeling sorry for myself. I have had a handful of these kind of friends throughout my life...and it's their faces that I wish I could see right now.
That is the hardest thing about military life. I love the adventure of moving and living in different places. If I lived 200 years ago they would say I have "wander lust". My romantic heart sees the true beauty in all of the places that we go. But there is that shy part of me that takes a really long time to foster the type of relationship that I am craving. I have a very outgoing, charismatic husband. He is the complete opposite of me. It's what drew me to him and what I love about him. But, I think I tend to hide behind him, peering out until it is safe to test the waters myself. Only to find, the packers are coming and it's starting all over again.
Friday, August 27, 2010
The first week of school is coming to a close and we all survived. This has been a summer of really big changes and I think that we were all ready to slip into some kind of normal again.
We really like the school system that we are zoned for....Wylie ISD. The boys both go to different schools, which is interesting. Carter goes to Wylie Elementary, which houses grades K-2, and Dawson goes to Wylie Intermediate, which houses grades 3-5. Both of them seem to really like their schools and, surprisingly, the independence of being on different campuses. There are no uniforms required at the schools which the boys LOVE, but I oddly miss. They also both have lockers. This seems to be the thing that makes going to school an over-the-top experience!
Carter's teacher is Mrs. McGuire. She seems really sweet and full of energy. She appears to be a good fit for our "all boy" and sometimes mischievous Carter-man. I am looking forward to getting to know her more and getting involved with the school. He has already made a good friend, Conner, who sits next to him.
The big news for Dawson this year is that he changes classes. He has 3 teachers. Mrs. Trumble (seen above) is his homeroom teacher and teaches Language Arts. He also has Mrs. McMillan for math and Mrs. Howdeshell for science and social studies. He loves his teachers and, frankly, so do I. He comes home with a smile on his face everyday. He is making good friends and seems completely at home. I love the "big kid" atmosphere at his school. It's going to make the transition to Jr. High much easier next year.
Go Wylie Bulldogs!! |
Friday, August 20, 2010
Dawson just had his 10th birthday...yes, I said 10! Believe me, no one is more astonished than I am! So many things changed on that August day 10 years ago...a child was born, a mother was born and a family was begun. This feels like such a monumental moment as I look around the bend and see the man, that my child will be, standing before me. What an amazing gift to be a mother...to birth these children into the world and watch them grow.
Dawson...10 years of loving you, laughing with you, teaching you, watching you grow (and growing myself), being in awe of you...Precious boy...Happy Birthday!!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Genevieve just had her 4th birthday. What a day that was! I did learn a valuable lesson though...don't make kids wait until the afternoon to open their presents! It's just unnecessary torture!
Everything was "Strawberry Shortcake" themed this year. And, in keeping with tradition, I made her birthday cake.
There were many presents...
Blowing out of candles...
And much celebrating...
I just cannot believe that I have come to her last year of staying home. Next year it will be back-to-school clothes, backpacks, lunch boxes and meeting teachers. She is very excited about all of those things. But for one more year, she is mine and mine alone. And I am going to absolutely cherish every moment of her being just my baby.
Friday, August 06, 2010
The kids and I recreated their favorite Firehouse Subs sandwich for lunch today. We were doing that because it is a place that we really love to eat; but, sadly, Abilene does not have one. This made us nostalgic for Florida and spawned an interesting conversation.
I asked them: "What is the one thing you miss most about Florida?"
Dawson: "beautiful water when we go to church"
Carter: "our house...my friends...everything"
Genevieve: "Grandmommy"
Then I asked them: "What is the one thing that you like most about Texas?"
Dawson: "really nice people"
Carter: "that we almost have everything unpacked"
Genevieve: "our house"
There are things, places and people who leave an imprint on our lives everywhere we go. That is what makes up the unique quilt of our existence. It is interesting to watch the children as their lives are sewn together...noting who and what is making a difference.
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
I was at the gas station several weeks ago. I slipped my credit card in and out quickly and then entered my billing zip code. But, unlike previous times it didn't immediately accept my card, it rejected it. I stood for a split second puzzled by the problem. And then it hit me...I had entered my Florida zip code. I tried again...this time entering my Texas zip code. Of course, it went right through.
There standing at the gas pump, I thought, "Well...I guess it's official. I am a Texan." Tears welled up in my eyes and a pang for "home" went through me. I was struck by the thought of how a person can be surrounded by people and be so completely alone. Just as the despair was about to overwhelm me, a warm Texas breeze blew across my face and my eyes looked across the sky that doesn't seem to have an end... a feeling of pure joy came over me.
I love living here. I love the heat... the wind... the sky... the foothills that you see as you come over the hill by our home. I love the comfortable and easy kindness of the people here. I feel like I understand now what all of the fuss is about. I guess it's official...I am a Texan.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
A friend of mine recently wrote a great blog article about a very difficult topic...homosexuality. This article was written in response to the news that Christian music artist Jennifer Knapp publicly announced that she is a practicing homosexual. The article was interesting and insightful (and I am looking forward to future installments), but the thing that got my attention was the comments. As I read them, I was privy to many different thoughts and perspectives. I felt myself "bowing up" inside and feeling the need to stand on a soapbox. It was in that moment I tried to figure out why I was getting upset. What I really was feeling was sadness. I decided to post my response comment on Momblings, because I don't ever want to forget what I was feeling in that moment and to remind myself that God is God...His ways and precepts never fail, no matter the discussions or actions of ourselves or others.
"I think that all of us have an area in our life where we struggle to give into the desires of our flesh and turn our back on the heart and nature of God. We all do that on a daily basis. It is our human struggle and our spiritual fight. If we are to be like God "with ever increasing glory", what do we do with all of this humanity? It calls for "working out our salvation with fear and trembling." It is a very personal process. It is so hard not to judge others and it is very hard not to "rank" sin. We must continue to encourage one another to keep God and His love our focus. He meets us where we are...and he expects us to meet each other at the same place. We all struggle, but we must all continue to lay down our own desires and sinful nature at his feet. This world and what we want and our momentary happiness is not what it is all about. God bless us all as we continue this life journey toward the greater end!"
1Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. Hebrews 12:1-3
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight." --I Peter 3: 3-4
Monday, April 26, 2010
Good morning the night is over and goneI thought once this dark would last for so longFeel the sunlight on my faceYou have brought me through this placeJesus, Jesus You found meThrough the long night you led meYou set me freeDo you see just what You've done in my life?You gave me more than I hoped for now IFeel the sunlight on my faceYou have brought me through this placeJesus, Jesus You found meThrough the long night you led meYou set me free("You Led Me"--Barlow Girls)
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
How to Train Your Dragon...
We went to see the new DreamWorks movie, How to Train Your Dragon, on Saturday. I first heard about this movie while channel surfing one morning. I happened to watch a few minutes of Regis & Kelly. Kelly Ripa was talking about what a great movie it was and recommended it. The boys became aware of it after watching the preview over & over again one day in Wal-Mart while waiting for me to take Genevieve to the bathroom. They were very excited and so I thought it would be a fun Spring Break activity.
I was completely surprised by how great the movie was! It tells the story of Hiccup, a Viking teenager who doesn't exactly fit in with his tribe's longstanding tradition of heroic dragon slayers. Hiccup's world is turned upside down when he encounters a dragon that challenges him and his fellow Vikings to see the world from an entirely different point of view.
This movie touches the adventure seeking, dragon taming part of every little boy and every man who is still a "boy at heart." It is a captivating story and I highly recommend it for anyone 6 years or older. It still has us talking and has made it to our "must own" list.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
"Carter...Dawson has strep throat."
His eyes got wide with excitement & he smiled. "Just like me?!"
"Yes...just like you."
Still excited, "Can two kids with strep throat play together?"
8Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.
Romans 8:28
28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
- family
- friends
- that he exists
- family
- toys
- helping Mommy cook
- doing art/coloring
- eating breakfast
- drinking milk
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Julie & Julia night...
Julie & Julia Bruschetta
Food stylist Susan Spungen developed this bruschetta recipe for a scene in the movie "Julie & Julia."
Here are the directions in Spungen's words, which she sent via e-mail. As with any dish with just a few simple ingredients, the quality of the ingredients and technique are key.
Start with some excellent bread. This is crucial. Choose a rustic loaf with a stretchy interior with lots of holes and a crisp crust. If it's a round loaf, cut it into slices about 3/4 inch thick, and then cut those slices in half on an angle.
For the movie, we fried the bread in olive oil, as is director Nora Ephron's preference, but I usually grill or toast it in a hot oven (400°). Either way, try to get it crunchy on the outside while retaining some softness in the center.
Rub the bread with a whole garlic clove (the garlic will disintegrate into the bread since the coarse bread will act like a grater) and drizzle with the best extra-virgin olive oil you can afford. Sprinkle with kosher salt and freshly ground pepper.
Meanwhile, cut tomatoes into chunks, tear lots of basil leaves into medium-small pieces, and toss with more olive oil. Let marinate for a while.
Season with salt and pepper about a half hour before serving. The salt makes the tomatoes release their juices and you don't want that happening too soon.
Top bread with tomato mixture. If the bread is really crunchy, let the tomatoes sit for a few minutes before serving to soften the bread.
Nora Ephron's Chocolate Cream Pie
Makes 6-8 servings
For the crust:
6 tablespoons butter
11/2 cups graham cracker crumbs
1/4 cup sugar
For the filling:
3/4 cup sugar
3 tablespoons cornstarch
1/4 teaspoon salt
3 cups milk
4 ounces unsweetened chocolate, in pieces
4 slightly beaten egg yolks
2 tablespoons soft butter
1 tablespoon vanilla
For the whipped topping:
1 cup heavy cream
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 tablespoons sugar
Make the pie crust:
1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees.
2. Melt the butter in a small saucepan.
3. Combine the graham cracker crumbs and the sugar. Add the butter and stir to blend.
4. Press the mixture into a pie plate and bake for 8-10 minutes. Cool thoroughly before filling.
Make the filling:
1. Mix the sugar, cornstarch, and salt and set aside.
2. Bring the milk to a boil. Lower the heat and stir in the chocolate and let melt.
3. Whisk the milk mixture into the sugar mixture and cook over medium heat, stirring with a wooden spoon until it starts to thicken.
4. Add the yolks and stir furiously for a very short time. You want the yolks to thicken the mixture even more but you don't want them to curdle like little tiny scrambled eggs. Sometimes I do this for only 30 seconds or so.
5. Remove from the heat and stir more. Add vanilla and softened butter. Cover with waxed paper and cool.
"By the way," Ephron says, "if the eggs do curdle, pour the pudding mixture through a sieve and throw away all the curdled bits. No one will know."
6. Fill crust with pudding and refrigerate.
Make the whipped topping:
Whip cream until almost stiff. Add sugar and vanilla; beat until cream holds peaks. Spread on pie.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
"But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint."So, I am not fainting, but flying around my queue with eagles wings.